Sometimes the product isn't ready for production

So I get up today and head to the office, but the product is not ready for production. In fact, it is very much in its primary stages shows no interest in the tertiary. I guess it involves too much paper work, and it's much easier to just stay in bed. So I go out and fix myself a hot cup of water with a sprig of lemon, turn the couch around, put on a fresh pair of socks, and place my feet up on the window as I watch the birds having their breakfast. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ I turn on the computer to make sure there aren't any businessy type things. You know. email replies, updates to other blogs, and some youtubery. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ Clock strikes 9am, and I'm reminded that the product us usually processed, packaged and ready for another nap by this time. There has been an issue in the assembly line as of late, and so I'm not too worried. At least this time there has been no uproar from the disgruntled union reps. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ It's now 9:36am and there has been no change. It's hard to see the birds now with the sun beaming in on my retini, but I'm not one to complain about sunlight. My stomach doesn't feel like anything should be ett, which is probably due to my lack of activity these past two weeks, and the large bowl of serial I had at 1am, after 2 hours of unsettled sleep. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can feel that my body needs exercise, because the operating system is a little buggy, and somewhere in the middle is a whole lot of inactivity. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ Today I shall run and get out and about. Yesterday I still felt like I was sinking back into sickness, but I'm pretty sure a lot of that had to do with the half a cake I ate. I've been off the deserts altogether, but a little something once in a while isn't so bad. Of course, once I accept the fact that I wont be having anymore for a long time, I tend to over do it. Cake and a protein shake for lunch. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ I'm feeling to relaxed and lazy to be productive yet, but yesterday I felt educational like for the first time in ages. What I mean is, I was fixed on a task enough that I was not giving into distractions and mucking about on the interhole. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ I've started in on a business plan for the future. Can't tell you about it, and part of that is because I don't want it to be another one of those ideas I come up with that never com to fruition. Although, part of the reason I tell people about my ideas is so that i will feel half responsible for getting into it and applying myself. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ In the two hours I slept between 11pm & 1am last night, I had a scary dream, and it felt sort of like what people call The Old Hag, where you are awake but can't move your body. Well, I dreamt that my client was sitting in his chair and then he got down on the ground all scared like. I got down with him to ask him what was the matter and he was terrified as he said, "There's an apparition here." I felt a bit gross as if there was something else there with us, but I got the impression that he could see this thing very clearly standing in front of us. I was getting scared and I lay down on the floor and closed my eyes, but I could pick out the objects of the room through my eyelids, and my fear was growing as I felt this dark presence pressing down upon me. My body was starting to feel hot as the pressing grew ever more intense. Then I felt something pressing down against my face with heat, and it was then that I saw a flash of light and woke up in the same fear. I could feel the blanket against my cheek which I assume is what I felt on my face. It wasn't pleasant but I eventually nodded off back to sleep. ¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ So it's 10am now as the bird clock is indicating to me, and I'm still here in the sun. Watching clay animated Christmas movies every day now, and feeling the festive mood. I'm done in less than 2 weeks, thas deadly sure